Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Wrecking ball.
I dont know what it is at the moment, i dont know what i did, but nothing is going right for me at the mo.
Some of you have posted how great life is atm, how content you are with this or that, i can only do the opposite.
For the couple of you who dont know, i got my car back yesterday, i drove it from hallam to evans road and it died again. A Bearing on the big end of the crankshaft shot itself.
Its no biggy, only 3-4k to fix.
I just spent $3100 to drive my car 20kms. I could have hired the Hummer limo for 5 hours.
I cant borrow more from the bank, i cant borrow more from people, the only way to pay for this car and dig myself out of this mess is to quit tafe and go back to work.
Which i am.
I quit tafe today, have no other choice. Im so far up shit creek even a paddle wont help.
I smashed my phone last night, smashed the screen, musta pushed it against something sharp while it was in my pocket, screen is hammered, dont msg me, i cant read it, but most of you dont anyway.
While i was at tafe i got a parking fine, couldnt get a park in tafe so i parked on the street. another $68 down the drain.
Its ok i have plenty to spare.
The next person who tells me to sell my car and cut my losses is going to be decapitated.
Im not wasting 7 thousand dollars to sell my car to someone else. I cant afford to waste that much money.
Its so hard to be happy this year, no matter what it just doesnt get any better. There has been up sides, but theyre being out done by shit times 10 to 1.
Steve, im not coming to the pub, stop asking unless youre paying.
Some of you have posted how great life is atm, how content you are with this or that, i can only do the opposite.
For the couple of you who dont know, i got my car back yesterday, i drove it from hallam to evans road and it died again. A Bearing on the big end of the crankshaft shot itself.
Its no biggy, only 3-4k to fix.
I just spent $3100 to drive my car 20kms. I could have hired the Hummer limo for 5 hours.
I cant borrow more from the bank, i cant borrow more from people, the only way to pay for this car and dig myself out of this mess is to quit tafe and go back to work.
Which i am.
I quit tafe today, have no other choice. Im so far up shit creek even a paddle wont help.
I smashed my phone last night, smashed the screen, musta pushed it against something sharp while it was in my pocket, screen is hammered, dont msg me, i cant read it, but most of you dont anyway.
While i was at tafe i got a parking fine, couldnt get a park in tafe so i parked on the street. another $68 down the drain.
Its ok i have plenty to spare.
The next person who tells me to sell my car and cut my losses is going to be decapitated.
Im not wasting 7 thousand dollars to sell my car to someone else. I cant afford to waste that much money.
Its so hard to be happy this year, no matter what it just doesnt get any better. There has been up sides, but theyre being out done by shit times 10 to 1.
Steve, im not coming to the pub, stop asking unless youre paying.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
You and me, and you and you simultaneous lovin baby
Two or three!!!
So, car is almost fixed, 7 weeks after it went in there, get less time for murder. Ive revoked my insurance, thatll pay 2/3rds of it. Its already up on carsales.com, ive priced it too high but its an ONO price.
By the time i get it back itll have had, completely overhauled Decked head with reseated new valves, new head gaskets, new oil, coolant, 4 new pulleys/sprockets/bearings, gates racing timing belt, and covers and a couple new hoses.
Mofo should never die again, kinda why i dont want to get rid of it. Was looking forward to rocking up at tafe with a decent car, not some white shitheap with stocky's.
I dont want to get rid of it, the emotional attachment i have is one im not ready to end yet. This car was meant to be something nice for me to own, something i could look at and smile every time i press the open button, something to take care of, to be proud of, it was meant to be the car i didnt thrash, it was meant to be the car i didnt have to spend all my money on fixing, it was meant to be the car i was going to have at the end of my apprenticeship. I was proud to own that car, i felt good every time i drove it, i loved the sound, i loved the looks, i loved driving it around knowing the occasional person would check it out as i drove past, i loved owning something with the aura surrounding it that the WRX's have, esp those ones since they were the original WRX.
Instead its the car i wasted time on, its the car i put myself into $25000 debt for, its the car that ive wasted money on, more so than the ford, its the car that actually has spent more time in the mechanics than on the road, people used to joke with the ford, its fucking serious with the wrx, so far ive spend 5 weeks driving it and 7 weeks in the mechanics. Its the car that i have to borrow money off my fantastic girlfriend just so i can pay it off to get it back to sell it. Without her help i dont know what id do with it. Id have to sell it straight from the mechanics.
So, Thank you natty for helping me out and being the best g/f ever.
I know its not "that" much money but the gesture of kindness and the ease you were able to offer it to me means alot, even if i cant show it properly.
Lets see what my next car brings, i swear to god if the next one dies like the last 2 im driving/rolling it into a tree, or off of a cliff, or if it wont drive or roll, ill set fire to the cunt and walk for the remainder of my life.
I went to the auctions last week, cars there can be cheaper, they can also be normal priced, you can find a bargain but you just have to beat the 355477 wogs there trying to be selfish money making scum. Im looking at the auctions pretty hard core to see whats available, im sticking to government cars, some are so new they come with new car warranty still. Which means in the event of the previous 2 cars, i can get it fixed cheaply or free as long as i dont roll it off a cliff.
Ive officially cut back on work, i now only work tuesdays, thursdays after 12, fridays after 12 and weekends. I just hope theres enough work to keep me going with finances. There prolly is atm, but only just, give it a month and i should be working a fair bit. Thank fuck. Lets just hope...
Tafe is ready to go, start monday, cant wait, im going to be packing my dacks at 8am monday morning, but ill be so chuffed im not at work i prolly wont care. It feels good to know im not going to be at quality event hire forever.
I had to pay full fees for tafe, again, that fantastic girlfriend of mine i was talking about before had to fork out to pay for some of it cause of fucking centerlink, pieces of shit, if i was some trashbag no hoper drug addict filth with a pregnant slut g/f who walks around in dirty white pants and a filthy shirt with a print saying cum dumpster or princess on it id get a fucking health care card straight away, but no, cause im not some burden on society and i have a job i get fuck all. Ive earnt $500 too much for a HCC, give it 2-3 weeks i should be able to apply, but its too fucking late now.
Cunts.
Wheres the fucking happy pills, gimme the whole box.
So, car is almost fixed, 7 weeks after it went in there, get less time for murder. Ive revoked my insurance, thatll pay 2/3rds of it. Its already up on carsales.com, ive priced it too high but its an ONO price.
By the time i get it back itll have had, completely overhauled Decked head with reseated new valves, new head gaskets, new oil, coolant, 4 new pulleys/sprockets/bearings, gates racing timing belt, and covers and a couple new hoses.
Mofo should never die again, kinda why i dont want to get rid of it. Was looking forward to rocking up at tafe with a decent car, not some white shitheap with stocky's.
I dont want to get rid of it, the emotional attachment i have is one im not ready to end yet. This car was meant to be something nice for me to own, something i could look at and smile every time i press the open button, something to take care of, to be proud of, it was meant to be the car i didnt thrash, it was meant to be the car i didnt have to spend all my money on fixing, it was meant to be the car i was going to have at the end of my apprenticeship. I was proud to own that car, i felt good every time i drove it, i loved the sound, i loved the looks, i loved driving it around knowing the occasional person would check it out as i drove past, i loved owning something with the aura surrounding it that the WRX's have, esp those ones since they were the original WRX.
Instead its the car i wasted time on, its the car i put myself into $25000 debt for, its the car that ive wasted money on, more so than the ford, its the car that actually has spent more time in the mechanics than on the road, people used to joke with the ford, its fucking serious with the wrx, so far ive spend 5 weeks driving it and 7 weeks in the mechanics. Its the car that i have to borrow money off my fantastic girlfriend just so i can pay it off to get it back to sell it. Without her help i dont know what id do with it. Id have to sell it straight from the mechanics.
So, Thank you natty for helping me out and being the best g/f ever.
I know its not "that" much money but the gesture of kindness and the ease you were able to offer it to me means alot, even if i cant show it properly.
Lets see what my next car brings, i swear to god if the next one dies like the last 2 im driving/rolling it into a tree, or off of a cliff, or if it wont drive or roll, ill set fire to the cunt and walk for the remainder of my life.
I went to the auctions last week, cars there can be cheaper, they can also be normal priced, you can find a bargain but you just have to beat the 355477 wogs there trying to be selfish money making scum. Im looking at the auctions pretty hard core to see whats available, im sticking to government cars, some are so new they come with new car warranty still. Which means in the event of the previous 2 cars, i can get it fixed cheaply or free as long as i dont roll it off a cliff.
Ive officially cut back on work, i now only work tuesdays, thursdays after 12, fridays after 12 and weekends. I just hope theres enough work to keep me going with finances. There prolly is atm, but only just, give it a month and i should be working a fair bit. Thank fuck. Lets just hope...
Tafe is ready to go, start monday, cant wait, im going to be packing my dacks at 8am monday morning, but ill be so chuffed im not at work i prolly wont care. It feels good to know im not going to be at quality event hire forever.
I had to pay full fees for tafe, again, that fantastic girlfriend of mine i was talking about before had to fork out to pay for some of it cause of fucking centerlink, pieces of shit, if i was some trashbag no hoper drug addict filth with a pregnant slut g/f who walks around in dirty white pants and a filthy shirt with a print saying cum dumpster or princess on it id get a fucking health care card straight away, but no, cause im not some burden on society and i have a job i get fuck all. Ive earnt $500 too much for a HCC, give it 2-3 weeks i should be able to apply, but its too fucking late now.
Cunts.
Wheres the fucking happy pills, gimme the whole box.
