Saturday, January 29, 2005
Well...
By now im sure you all know that my nannys about to die. If not then the bigmouths must not be doing their job...
Anyways, the doctors say she has 2-3 days max. Theyve told us to say our goodbyes and wait...
Today they moved her to the little hospital like thing down on golf links road, its where people go to die. Shes in her own little room decorated by some people whove given money to the place. it has a TV with cable, a nice garden view, a fridge etc.
She is in so much pain she has her own self administering morphine maching, which she is constantly using. When they move her they have to sedate her.
She went in to hospital for an infection. Her kidneys have these things called stents on them, and they were infected, and that led to a blood infection, which led to her not being able to walk or use her legs. Last friday she told us all she wanted to die, she was sick of being sick, and wanted to leave. Then she changed her mind (after upsetting us all) and decided she was going to fight... so she was getting better, her kidneys are now fine... or as good as they can be. We all thought she was going to be home soon, but no, shit on again, my auntie went there yesterday and said it smelt like she had shit herself, so sue went and asked the nurses to check on her, it was not the case. Her leg had gotten gangreene, due to the infection, and its killing her. The doctors dont want to operate, waste of time they say, itll come back. Even if they did, she wouldnt survive the anaesthetic.
Mum wants to sell the house, she hates this place, and she doesnt want to be here anymore, so when she dies, were going... dont know where, mum doesnt care. Without nannys pension we cant afford to pay the house repayments anyways.
I dont know what the future holds, except that its going to suck.
By now im sure you all know that my nannys about to die. If not then the bigmouths must not be doing their job...
Anyways, the doctors say she has 2-3 days max. Theyve told us to say our goodbyes and wait...
Today they moved her to the little hospital like thing down on golf links road, its where people go to die. Shes in her own little room decorated by some people whove given money to the place. it has a TV with cable, a nice garden view, a fridge etc.
She is in so much pain she has her own self administering morphine maching, which she is constantly using. When they move her they have to sedate her.
She went in to hospital for an infection. Her kidneys have these things called stents on them, and they were infected, and that led to a blood infection, which led to her not being able to walk or use her legs. Last friday she told us all she wanted to die, she was sick of being sick, and wanted to leave. Then she changed her mind (after upsetting us all) and decided she was going to fight... so she was getting better, her kidneys are now fine... or as good as they can be. We all thought she was going to be home soon, but no, shit on again, my auntie went there yesterday and said it smelt like she had shit herself, so sue went and asked the nurses to check on her, it was not the case. Her leg had gotten gangreene, due to the infection, and its killing her. The doctors dont want to operate, waste of time they say, itll come back. Even if they did, she wouldnt survive the anaesthetic.
Mum wants to sell the house, she hates this place, and she doesnt want to be here anymore, so when she dies, were going... dont know where, mum doesnt care. Without nannys pension we cant afford to pay the house repayments anyways.
I dont know what the future holds, except that its going to suck.
Monday, January 24, 2005
Break-ing news...
As it turns out, ive spent $10,000 on a FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!!!!
Its fucking broke again, i dont know what the fuck it is now... coolant fucking pisses out of it... top it up, its all gone in a minute...
I HATE MY FUCKING CAR!!!
Its fucking broke again, i dont know what the fuck it is now... coolant fucking pisses out of it... top it up, its all gone in a minute...
I HATE MY FUCKING CAR!!!
Friday, January 21, 2005
1337 to the limit.
Seems everywhere i turn im being surrounded by 1337.
I look at the computer at work, and its $1337... i look at my car and its 133337kms, i look at my aunties car and its 133337kms. (Hers reached that today, mine a few weeks ago) On the net, its 1337 this 1337 that... i look at my damn clock and its 13:37... or 1:37pm.
This number, the language, its taking over... i forsee a future of bad grammer (Mistake intended) i c a futur off bad slepping, 4nd 1 c 4 fu7u23 0f 1d1075 h0 cn4t spel pr0pr n tl4k god 3ngr15h.
I see stupidity reign. IQ's above 100 will only be for a select few... the lucky ones who havnt been subjected to internet chat rooms. (and alcohol)
I also see food infront of me.
You gotta wonder... why is it, some nights noone will throw up, but some nights you have 2 people puke before 12. Why is it, some nights you see heaps of people you know, some you see none, why is it some nights you see lots of fights, some you see none. Why is it i cant stab whoever i want?
There was 2 fights at work, 1 was about to be a good one but it got resolved without bouncers... I was about to start one... i got so fucking pissed off tonight. Motherfuckers wouldnt move... and i was in no mood to push past people, especially since i broke 7 glasses. 3 of which exploded in my hand. 2 were knocked out of my hand, and the other i dropped.
mehehe... i broke another glass but that was on purpose. The owner of hungry jacks and his brother (ryan) were there, and mark got a drink, and the glass had a chipped lip on it. so he gave it to me and told me it was chipped so i threw it in my bucket and it shattered and went all over Andrew. Now andrew is a bloke i knew from primary school who was a friend of my cousins, he used to think he was cool... so we never got along cause i thought he was a cocksucker. He's going out with ryan and marks sister... so im happy now i covered him in broken sharp shards of glass. Altho its a shame one didnt strike his radial artery and slice it thru.
Well... time for bed or sleep or something.
I look at the computer at work, and its $1337... i look at my car and its 133337kms, i look at my aunties car and its 133337kms. (Hers reached that today, mine a few weeks ago) On the net, its 1337 this 1337 that... i look at my damn clock and its 13:37... or 1:37pm.
This number, the language, its taking over... i forsee a future of bad grammer (Mistake intended) i c a futur off bad slepping, 4nd 1 c 4 fu7u23 0f 1d1075 h0 cn4t spel pr0pr n tl4k god 3ngr15h.
I see stupidity reign. IQ's above 100 will only be for a select few... the lucky ones who havnt been subjected to internet chat rooms. (and alcohol)
I also see food infront of me.
You gotta wonder... why is it, some nights noone will throw up, but some nights you have 2 people puke before 12. Why is it, some nights you see heaps of people you know, some you see none, why is it some nights you see lots of fights, some you see none. Why is it i cant stab whoever i want?
There was 2 fights at work, 1 was about to be a good one but it got resolved without bouncers... I was about to start one... i got so fucking pissed off tonight. Motherfuckers wouldnt move... and i was in no mood to push past people, especially since i broke 7 glasses. 3 of which exploded in my hand. 2 were knocked out of my hand, and the other i dropped.
mehehe... i broke another glass but that was on purpose. The owner of hungry jacks and his brother (ryan) were there, and mark got a drink, and the glass had a chipped lip on it. so he gave it to me and told me it was chipped so i threw it in my bucket and it shattered and went all over Andrew. Now andrew is a bloke i knew from primary school who was a friend of my cousins, he used to think he was cool... so we never got along cause i thought he was a cocksucker. He's going out with ryan and marks sister... so im happy now i covered him in broken sharp shards of glass. Altho its a shame one didnt strike his radial artery and slice it thru.
Well... time for bed or sleep or something.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Cocksucking motherfucking shiteating pieces of aids infected incest SHIT.
The motherfucker who owned my car before me, has apparently NEVER added coolant of ANY sort...
The head is cracked so now im up shit creek. Also One of the pistons/valves has shit itself... so ive been running on 5 cylinders, 2 more are/were set to go pretty soon.
So my awesome car... is a fucking piece of worthless shit. Me and mum should have known any car i get would be a piece of shit, so why spend so fucking much.
Its going to cost $1400 to fix. I could buy a set of extractors. For $3-400 and a Bodykit from Sydney special Vehicles for $1000.
But no... I have to waste it because of some fuckstick who doesnt deserve to live letalone drive a fucking car.
It better go fucking good after i get it back, and it better not fucking cost me this fucking much AGAIN. I Coulda bought that fucking XR6, and i most likely wouldnt have had this fucking problem.
The Last time mum ever pushes me into buying something.
The motherfucker who owned my car before me, has apparently NEVER added coolant of ANY sort...
The head is cracked so now im up shit creek. Also One of the pistons/valves has shit itself... so ive been running on 5 cylinders, 2 more are/were set to go pretty soon.
So my awesome car... is a fucking piece of worthless shit. Me and mum should have known any car i get would be a piece of shit, so why spend so fucking much.
Its going to cost $1400 to fix. I could buy a set of extractors. For $3-400 and a Bodykit from Sydney special Vehicles for $1000.
But no... I have to waste it because of some fuckstick who doesnt deserve to live letalone drive a fucking car.
It better go fucking good after i get it back, and it better not fucking cost me this fucking much AGAIN. I Coulda bought that fucking XR6, and i most likely wouldnt have had this fucking problem.
The Last time mum ever pushes me into buying something.
Saturday, January 15, 2005
Blog 2... Woohoo
so, stuff.
today i went to a friend from cadets going away to ADFA party. It was ok, i saw jess antony, with her girlfriend. Yep... eww.
Last nite steve came saw me at work, we were talking on the stairs, some wanker threw a bottle at a bouncer and he got beat down good. He got arrested too.
My nannys goin into hospital again... or a casket... she has to wait for a bed in hospital before they can do anything, and cant walk, cant move, shes in ALOT of pain and she cant fucking piss and shes gonna die if they dont fucking admit her soon.
Fuck the public health system.
Think theres something wrong with my car, its sucking up alot of petrol, and im driving normal like. So think ill need to service it soon. (Take note steve) Cars go better when theyre serviced. Stops things dying on you when your driving, also helps prevent huge mechanics fees to fix those things that die on you.
Thatll do, me and erin are going to see elektra, since you wierdos went to spongebob at 6. Nah couldnt have waited till a decent time to go see it, its ok, i didnt want to go anyways... no really, i wouldnt want to inconvenience you by making you wait for me, but ill be sure to wait for you next time you cant get somewhere on time.
today i went to a friend from cadets going away to ADFA party. It was ok, i saw jess antony, with her girlfriend. Yep... eww.
Last nite steve came saw me at work, we were talking on the stairs, some wanker threw a bottle at a bouncer and he got beat down good. He got arrested too.
My nannys goin into hospital again... or a casket... she has to wait for a bed in hospital before they can do anything, and cant walk, cant move, shes in ALOT of pain and she cant fucking piss and shes gonna die if they dont fucking admit her soon.
Fuck the public health system.
Think theres something wrong with my car, its sucking up alot of petrol, and im driving normal like. So think ill need to service it soon. (Take note steve) Cars go better when theyre serviced. Stops things dying on you when your driving, also helps prevent huge mechanics fees to fix those things that die on you.
Thatll do, me and erin are going to see elektra, since you wierdos went to spongebob at 6. Nah couldnt have waited till a decent time to go see it, its ok, i didnt want to go anyways... no really, i wouldnt want to inconvenience you by making you wait for me, but ill be sure to wait for you next time you cant get somewhere on time.
