Saturday, January 29, 2005
Well...
By now im sure you all know that my nannys about to die. If not then the bigmouths must not be doing their job...
Anyways, the doctors say she has 2-3 days max. Theyve told us to say our goodbyes and wait...
Today they moved her to the little hospital like thing down on golf links road, its where people go to die. Shes in her own little room decorated by some people whove given money to the place. it has a TV with cable, a nice garden view, a fridge etc.
She is in so much pain she has her own self administering morphine maching, which she is constantly using. When they move her they have to sedate her.
She went in to hospital for an infection. Her kidneys have these things called stents on them, and they were infected, and that led to a blood infection, which led to her not being able to walk or use her legs. Last friday she told us all she wanted to die, she was sick of being sick, and wanted to leave. Then she changed her mind (after upsetting us all) and decided she was going to fight... so she was getting better, her kidneys are now fine... or as good as they can be. We all thought she was going to be home soon, but no, shit on again, my auntie went there yesterday and said it smelt like she had shit herself, so sue went and asked the nurses to check on her, it was not the case. Her leg had gotten gangreene, due to the infection, and its killing her. The doctors dont want to operate, waste of time they say, itll come back. Even if they did, she wouldnt survive the anaesthetic.
Mum wants to sell the house, she hates this place, and she doesnt want to be here anymore, so when she dies, were going... dont know where, mum doesnt care. Without nannys pension we cant afford to pay the house repayments anyways.
I dont know what the future holds, except that its going to suck.
By now im sure you all know that my nannys about to die. If not then the bigmouths must not be doing their job...
Anyways, the doctors say she has 2-3 days max. Theyve told us to say our goodbyes and wait...
Today they moved her to the little hospital like thing down on golf links road, its where people go to die. Shes in her own little room decorated by some people whove given money to the place. it has a TV with cable, a nice garden view, a fridge etc.
She is in so much pain she has her own self administering morphine maching, which she is constantly using. When they move her they have to sedate her.
She went in to hospital for an infection. Her kidneys have these things called stents on them, and they were infected, and that led to a blood infection, which led to her not being able to walk or use her legs. Last friday she told us all she wanted to die, she was sick of being sick, and wanted to leave. Then she changed her mind (after upsetting us all) and decided she was going to fight... so she was getting better, her kidneys are now fine... or as good as they can be. We all thought she was going to be home soon, but no, shit on again, my auntie went there yesterday and said it smelt like she had shit herself, so sue went and asked the nurses to check on her, it was not the case. Her leg had gotten gangreene, due to the infection, and its killing her. The doctors dont want to operate, waste of time they say, itll come back. Even if they did, she wouldnt survive the anaesthetic.
Mum wants to sell the house, she hates this place, and she doesnt want to be here anymore, so when she dies, were going... dont know where, mum doesnt care. Without nannys pension we cant afford to pay the house repayments anyways.
I dont know what the future holds, except that its going to suck.
# posted by Sean @ 17:10 
